I wonder if I should feel The way he wants me to feel A heavy chest, an unsettling mood. Gradual, yet unsure. Is this how I really feel? Ventilation, or dust may have the same Otherwise.

  Contrast.

Of the organic and the non. Of widely varying shapes- Fluidity. I see of water and glass Geometrics. I see of tubing I even see curves.

This string, barely noticeable Yet seeming to pull the whole picture together Thin and fragile, it might seem But tough and capable within.

  Bare and empty Spacious, it is. But still it is Few but full.

  Irritation to move through narrow spaces, Unable to walk freely. Irritation to be unable to step within certain areas, Denied forcefully. Irritation to feel confused, uncertain, and lost

  But it is odd, I still do feel Calm and serenity. A gentle breeze, from the windows A soothing rustling, from the trees. Slow, but comfortable. Is this how I really feel? Or would the presence of energies have caused this Otherwise.

  What exactly do I feel?

  -- Chua Qi Wei Valerie, Nanyang Girls’ High School